odyssey plan
what does my life look like 5 years from now if I continue down on the same path? if i stayed working at the hospital for the next 5 years,, i'd be earning around 1k more. so around RM5.3k. if i continued not seeing my friends, i probably wouldn't have anyone to talk to in 5 years. (this is scary). ok. if i continued working as a hospital pharmacist, i'd probably stay in the same loop every day - go to work, come back too mentally exhausted to create anything, i'd probably force myself to exercise or make a healthy meal for the next day. life would look the same every day. i'd start to feel resentment towards myself for not allowing myself any freedom. i'd feel caged, like a bird with clipped wings. i'd probably feel shit that i'm letting my dead dad's words hang over me like a perpetual, grey cloud of self-imprisonment. what are the good things that could come from continuing down the same path? even if my job was unfulfilling, it would be complet